Is a boring plus worry plus angry midnight~

How to solve the problem???
Once again...didn't answer my call,didn't reply my message,didn't call me or find me after 10am!!!How about my feeling and how about your feeling...I'm more interest in your weird feeling...Would u feel worry when u can't find me or contact with me oneday???That's all my feeling~Worry about you just because you are a person abord,nobody takecare of you;angry with you just because you seems like don't care about my feeling;worry about you just because i'm not always at your side,you will feel lonely,feel helpless...Not i like to doubt you,when a thing that u did it too many times,that will make me to guess it,to find the answer myself,so doubt is for sure....I'm really hate the damn feeling!!!But what can i do??!!!wtf!!!Is nothing,waiting for tomorrow,waiting you are "appear"in this world again....After that for sure is will begin a big war,fighting...That break but improve our relationship also~Must thanks for the feeling??!!wth!!!something wrong....

WisH tO sEE yOur imPRovemeNT~!!

幸福的滋味

跟你在一起,也是一种幸福~
Today is 15th of december...oh~what a happiness day...we belongs each other 5 years already!!!Since 15th december of year 2004~hoho!!!It's really a very long journey for me and u!!!We fight,we argue,we laugh,we hug,we kiss...even though sometimes we will break up,but we still love each other,we treasure our love...Sometimes u ll make me cry and feel dissapointed to u,but we solve it together,we face it together"~"I'm a short tempered girl,i scold u,i ignore u,i keep silent when we fight...those i'm trying to change now....SORRY for that hubby!!!muckss...I really love u so so so so much...I miss u,i wan u always be my side,but u fighthing for our future now...a long distance love that is not suffer,i put u in my heart,i'm thinking about u,i miss u most time before i went to sleep!!!lastly....hubby...what i can say is: I"M REALLY LOVE YOU FOREVER AND EVER!!!please takecare urself at australia...takecare everything since i'm not beside you...muckssssss~

i LOvE huBBy

困惑

其实我很困惑
我是让人讨厌么??还是不被大众接受？？还是我不是你们心里的理想对象？？还是因为神明？？为什么每次有人问起我，都说我是“他”朋友呢？说是女朋友不行吗。。有时想了想还真难过，更何况当面听到。。故作不在意不代表我不在乎，只是也不懂该说些什么，而“你”也不当作一回事。。换个角度想想我吧，把我的角色换成是你，又作何感想呢？？或许是你们不习惯那样的介绍方式吧，可我希望大家直说，况且我并没有那么差。。。最近担心你已成为我生活中越来越多份量的工作了，大家的自由，最害怕换来的是遥远的距离。。。大家越是自由越更放纵。。只希望你知道，虽然给了你自由，还是要少不了的行踪“报告”，我不在你身边更需要知道你在那的一举一动。。不瞒地说，这样的我们让我好没安全感。。。我相信你，可我又会怀疑你。。希望事情不会像我担心的那样，后果会让我伤心欲绝~

何时才能听到我是你女朋友

i'm a big loser~

LLLooosSSeeErRRR!!!!
I'm a BIG loser!!!i wish to slim down since 2 years ago...BUT but BUT but!!!!!!!how i looks like now as an "elephant"!!!HuH....i'm really fail in my slim down plan(but i dun hv any plan for it)~I like to eat so so so much!!!!Eating is one important part of my life...wuhuu!!!!When eating,i feel so happiness!!!I can't control myself ,even though i have eaten!!!so,keep eating,keep sleeping,keep playing,keep watching movie,keep singing,keep chatting...What a damn shit enjoying life!!!but is't the time to stop IT ALL!!!!!huh...ok,try my best start from now^...^Now alone in hostel and do my revision for FINAL EXAM~jia you to myself....

hAPPy aloNE but BorINg AloNE tOo~

I feel damn sad n dissapointed to u~

SaD
I don't know what i'm wrong,i even don't know what's the reason that make us break up...i wants to know it,but i don't have that "big" courage to ask him,because i know him too much...If i do that the reason i got sure is nothing except he is really want share the problem v me.I'm sad,just because i'm worried about u so angry v u then u wants to break up???Or i cant "ti liang"because u got problem???But u know that??u never told me about ur problem,then how can i know it and face it v u 2gether???!!!!I'm not a god pls...i cant know everything if u never told me k!!!!Is two days passed already,i'm waiting ur call,ur msg,or u find me online...but u didn't do that at all...So,what can i do???just wait for it,i think no,that not my fault,but i'm really sad now!!!!I "fu chu" so much to change myself,why eveytime i got is "nothing"!!!i always think that why i need a boyfriend he treat me like this,i forgive u all the time but u do it again...hurt me!!!are u feel so happy to hurt me!!!Oh...pls...pls think about my feeling...im not a wood,i got feeling too!!!!U will regret what u do for me...I SURE!!!!

DAmN MaN!!!!!!