My Feeling~

Sad plus dissapointed~
The result finally is coming out...sad is for my bad result and dissapointed is i'm feel so dissapointed to myself,i blame myself!!!Why i'm so lazy to study???Why i'm so stupid???Why i know i'm stupid already but not study hard before!!!CGPA more than three???First class???four flat???I never think that i can reach that kind of result...I think to change course before,but now i feel that i can take more better result if im study hard,no more lazy,no more excuse for my study!!!i think i can do it,so i hope my friend and my family ll support me always...

I ThiiNK I caN Do iT!!

surprise!!!

That was too surprise to me~
The 1st day i went back my sweet home after final exam,a lot of new 'MACHINE"i saw in my parent room!!WOW,so surprise!!!5!!!5 new machine inside their big room~That 1st thing in my mind is: how much they bought..??!!But is quite ok for those new machine,but some of the machine is useful,the others i think i no use for me~(but those are not buy for me)...haha!!!!!

I like this!!!For whole body relax!!!

Shake shake shake~shake ur body!!!shake out ur fat anywhere in ur body!!!!

Massage~Any part of ur body,but is self-service,i prefer the 1st one!!!

Keep fit plus massage!!!Put it on any part of ur body,shake ur body too~

Eyes relax machine~Just wear like normal glasses~Vibrate to release ur eye pressure!!!Good for near or short sighted~

Happy life~

怀旧

My handsome daddy~

One day,i saw a picture from my dad's table,that really a nice picture and is a precious souvenir!!!Got a very nice story behind the picture~My dad told me that,when he was young,he went to Singapore n work there as a mechanic.That picture was took in Singapore,with his best friend.Daddy is a very responsibility and takecare of his family man!!!He work hard when he was young,he try to give his family the best life as he can!!!He try to earn more many because he is the eldest in his family and he need to takecare of his whole 9 family members(include me).That sure was a very hard life for him and i belife, that was the most pressure for him.My dad already give me a very comfortable n freedom life after i born to this world,i no need worried about money,no need worried about my food and drink,no need worried about i ll be hungry and nothing to eat one day~So i Love my dad so much!!!Heard from my nanny, my mother and others relatives,when my dad was young,he is a very handsome guy,driving a heavy-duty motorcycle..wahahaha...is so....power and prestige!!!!And i know that he always drive his treasure motorcycle to fetch my mother to see movie and "pa tuo"...I think in that time was so romantic for them^-^

My dad is left-below,a little curly hair~

DAD~I LOVE U FOREVER!!!!!

放假了

虽然放假了，可是心情还是开心不起来
没心情放假是因为成绩，觉得自己笨，开始怀疑自己是否适合这条坎坷的路。原来一切的一切都没办法像我想像的那样简单~那天看到2nd year accounting course的housemate一脸苍白的样子真的吓到我了，好恐怖，感觉以后的路会比现在难更多倍。。考试期间几乎每个人都是睡不好的吧！！！好累哦。。。每个人脸上都好像被划上了黑黑的圈圈，好丑，当然，我自己也觉得自己好丑！！我知道现在再怎么不开心也没用了，只有开心地去面对，以后要勤劳些了！下个礼拜会是个紧张的日子，因为那是出成绩的日子，是个决定我以后要怎么走的日子，是个给我信心还是个让我极度沮丧的日子？？！！现在的心情是期待+害怕。。。


NotHInG GoNNa ChanGE juZ beCAusE mY FEelInG~

闷+慌

都是自己的错
今天考完第二个科目了，害怕，都怪自己为什么平时不读书，为什么就是改不掉懒惰的坏习惯，为什么喜欢临时抱佛脚，到考试了才会开始害怕，才会埋怨自己为什么不读书。不过一切都来不及了，这次真的好糟糕，好怕不及格，好怕重读，好怕浪费爸爸的钱，为什么之前不要酱想呢？？直到现在后悔已经没用了，只好更努力地考完剩下的三科~我真的是个无压力之人吗？一直以来都觉得自己没有压力，可是有时会因为小事就很情绪化。真的该改变下我的性格，我的作风。我知道自己很胆小，每次有事我都希望会有人帮我解决，就连小小的事我都不敢自己去做，去问，真没用！！！我会改，我真的会改，我不会再是不独立的小孩，我会勇敢，我会学着面对，我会努力向别人学习！！！

Trying to change...